Posted by: fullandbye | May 20, 2006

a stranger in my own mind

I feel somehow disembodied, and also fighting the impulse to be violent and cruel.
This is not at all pleasant, and I am not sure what to do about it.


  1. at the preschool, we blow at candles.
    privately I like slashing tires and mailing bush the most horrible pornography ever.
    okay, only one of these statements is true.

  2. I like breaking dishes. It is deeply satisfying to me, when I want to break something. Mirrors work well too. Sometimes kicking things helps as well.
    I hope it passes you by soon, this thing.

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